So I have been MIA from the blogging world for a while, life has been a little crazy! As most all of you know I am a summer sales wife and as the summer has crept up on us, new adventures have started for us! Since Austin and I have been married we have gone to Oklahoma for the summers and its been really good to us. But this year its a little different, Austin will be traveling between the 3 moxie offices (North Carolina, Virginia, and San Diego) on a weekly basis training and teaching and making sure everyone is on track and doing well. So this year I cant go with him, too much traveling and with Daxey we cant exactly be traveling homeless gypsies. So I decided to come up and live with my mom for the summer to try and keep us busy. The time crept up on me and I wasn't exactly prepared (I was blocking it out mentally, I didn't want to think about being away from my hubby) So I have been super busy this last few weeks getting us ready. We traveled up here Friday and spent yesterday enjoying the great amazing spring Utah has, playing outside with Daxey and enjoying our last day before Austin had to leave. So today being Mothers Day was a bitter sweet, I woke up with the day being a celebration of being a mother, the greatest gift that has ever been given to me, but knowing I had to send my other half on a plane away from me for the summer. My heart hurts without my sweet husband by me. It just feels Wrong to be away from him. Its so much harder than I thought it was going to be. But, he is making a sacrifice for our family and I am here to support him 11o% so in order to do that, I had to put my Big girl panties on today! It is going to be just fine. Life is about challenges and making the best of it and learning and growing and that's what I am going to do this summer. So..... for the next few months I will be broadcasting from Utah, in my moms basement, in my old room where I never thought I would be living again! :)
And to my other half, my best friend I want you to know I love you, you are my whole world, I miss you so much but you don't need to worry about us. Do your THANG out there and Rock it! Dax and I are going to be just fine! Good luck on your first working day tomorrow!! Your the greatest. We love you!
( P.S I got a new computer and have not figured out how to download pictures yet, lame I know, but as soon as I get s second I will figure it out and update on pictures for the last few weeks)
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4 years ago
6 comments:
Awww...that's so hard. Will he get to visit often? I hope so!
Ash youre strong..Zaak leaves next weekend and I'm having a very hard time =( We will only be apart for a month but I am dreading it!
I know that is not fun to be away from each other. It was so good to see you guys yesterday:)
don't worry Ashtyn, I promise when he's out our way we'll take extra special care of him. :) "Desperate Housewives" and all. I had to go a couple months without Phil in the fall and it was hard, but doable. You'll do great!
p.s. we still need to meet! :)
oh that is rough! but that's so fun you get to spend a lot of time with your mom! she'll spoil dax like crazy! plus austin will come home with some big bucks to hopefully make up for it..
Let me know how you get through it because sooner or later I'm going to be on the same boat :(
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